Happy ‘Brand Spanking’ New Year!

imageDay 2 of 2016 and I’ve already broken a couple of my New Years Resolutions, which is a pretty disappointing effort on my part, but if I am being honest, my list this year was a bit on the greedy/demanding side, normally people pick one, I went with 10!

I had the usual eat well, exercise, meditate, but then I threw in be loving and kind towards others, desire less, consume less, complain less, be more content with what you have, attract loving relationships into your life with love, connect more with your inner Self and let go of trying to control everything! But the irony is, I can now clearly see that my list is me trying to control every aspect of my life, thinking that if I do, I will become this perfect human being!

Fact- It’s impossible to be a perfect human being and New Years Resolutions easily get broken because life is bloody hard! Every day you are confronted with some sort of challenge ( especially in India where I am at the moment, don’t even get me started! ) and it’s way more comfortable to revert back to old patterns of thinking and behaving rather than implement new changes that require some effort. Rather than accept this reality, we instead make a specific list and then feel disappointed as soon as we fail ( which you most likely will, unless you are in the minority who have one good NY resolution and obsess over it for the next 365 days and then revert back to old habits the following year )

So I am throwing out my unrealistic list and instead I’m putting focus on just showing up each day and doing the best I can, I call this Love. A big part of being able to do this comes with another word, acceptance. When i arrived in Tiruvannamalai, India over a week ago, the accommodation I had prebooked and paid for with an Indian friend of my American friend was not what I had been shown in photos. There wasn’t a bed, instead a dirty mattress on the floor without any sheets, the bathroom was dirty, no toilet paper, full of mosquitos and overall it just had a really bad vibe. I had paid decent money and mentioned to him that I wasn’t happy with what i had got BUT because it was late that night, I was tired from the 8 hour all up trip, he had to go back to Chennai for 3 days, I accepted my situation and went to bed ( praying that the mosquitos didn’t eat me alive and that my back would survive )

What I didn’t accept though is bad business, getting ripped off by someone who I thought was a good person helping me out. I found out the next day when visiting the much nicer hotel next door that I had been charged nearly three times as much!! I’ve been in India 5 weeks and this was my first experience of getting screwed over, and it was by the one person I had trusted most, I wasn’t impressed!!! But for whatever reason ( maybe because I was a kind person and actually gave the Indian guy extra money on top for helping me out ) I was blessed. The hotel owner next door ( who is now my saviour ) took me in the next day temporarily, having to move some people around as he is booked out, came over to my dodgy hotel and translated my concerns to the owner who didn’t speak English, then a few days later had very firm words to my dodgy so called Indian friend, and arranged for me to get ALL my money back, this very rarely happens in India, so I am incredibly lucky, which I called being blessed!!

There is a fine line between acceptance and being taken for a ride, it’s called the middle line. Challenges take place all the time, they are unavoidable and show up whenever they want, this is life. What I have learnt in India is rather than get upset and angry about it, it’s best to just surrender, calm the mind, listen to the inner guidance, and trust that it will all work out in the end. Every action has a reaction, which is a lesson. When it comes to India, don’t pay anything in advanced. Be clear about what you want and what you have paid for as they will try to get as much money from you as they can. I never ended up on the street, in the end I got better accommodation. Also having spent time looking at many rental rooms in India, I am incredibly grateful for my living conditions at home, especially my bed!

So to sum it all up, 2016 is the year I choose to be more loving, accepting and trust that whatever happens, regardless of getting what I want or don’t want at the time, always works out in the end!

PS The love heart stone in the photo I bought on New Years Day, along a path in the Arunachala mountain, after a beautiful deep meditation in Ramana Maharshi’s Virupaksha Cave. It was a gift and reminder to myself to love more in 2016. If you are into meditation, I highly recommend jumping on a plane and spending some quality time in Tiruvannamalai, especially up the mountain, healing takes place!





7 thoughts on “Happy ‘Brand Spanking’ New Year!

  1. Hi, Camille!

    I’m a first time blogger here and right after publishing my very first blog post, I got a glimpse of this post on my feed.

    I agree with you on having too many new year’s resolutions and not knowing exactly how to get along with it. I guess it’s the same for most of us, not living up to our own expectations. For that reason, I have also decided to just focus on one thing and let everything fall into place. Yours is to love, and mine is to be happy. I truly believe that in doing so, you are really channeling your nature and fortunately for you, you’re already seeing positive results!

    I hope to read more of your journey this year! Happy new year!

    All the best from the Philippines, N.


    • Hi Nina? Thank you for your comment, i love seeing that you too experienced the same as me with the NY Resolutions. I love that yours is now to be happy. Beautiful and simple. I wish you all the best with that and hope 2016 brings you everything you need and more. Much love x

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  2. Thank you for your kind words. It’s my first time here in wordpress so I really appreciate a nice comment from a wonderful community as I see. I followed you, just so I can possibly get updated on your resolution. 😊 Would you mind following my blog also? X

    PS. Yes, my name is Nina. Hehe


  3. Inspiring as always Camille to hear of your brave adventures. Remember you went away last Xmas and when you told me that I thought ‘really, one can do that, go away and leave family and not celebrate xmas??’ Well I did – 23 Dec got on the plane with a friend for Siem Reap to see the Angkor Wat temples for a week. Then I headed to Vietnam on my own. Am in Hoi An now and will be back home 10 Jan. Quit my job before I left. Was very unhappy and stressed in it. Not sure what I’m going to do next. Thinking of a health retreat in Delhi, maybe Feb or March. Take care, Love Rach xx



    • Love it!!! Well done lovely, how good does it feel when we break the rules and instead do what the heart wants, it takes balls but always pays off in the end! We can be unemployed together when I return end of Jan. Lets catch up for a coffee in Feb. Don’t stress about work, it will all work out, good things always come after a challenge, at least we feel alive! Cheers to us and a fabulous year ahead! xox


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